time will tell how every stories would end

i see.. what ur trying to do.. i see.. n i know it well..

i'll go crazy on my own..

i'll let time flows and tell

what is best is clearly in my mind..

nor my heart wants the opposites..

but what ur heart wants is not always what u need..

after a while.. it feels that it is becoming an obligation

for me to accept this karma...

i see manipulation..in this karma..

maybe its fate..

even i tried to create new memories..

the old ones keep coming on haunting.

im haunted by ghost of you..

life is not fair.. not only for me..

yet, going away is not an easy thing to do..

push me away.. n keep punishing me if you think

i deserve this..

patient is my best quality..at the moment..

giving up is always an option..

yet.. hope is always around..

it keeps me stronger each n every single day..

to wake up with hope..

i build fences and guard around this heart..

to make sure it will no more break into splinter of glass...

yet my fences n guard is fragile..

cause words are powerful..

stop trying to steal the heart..

im holding on to words..

yet the words were not strong enough

i could drown..

i need actions.. yet i dont have that kind of worth for u to try..

the things that would break us apart,

is the thing i wont touch again..

yet i have my flaws.. careless n immature..

its the things im trying to trash away..

yet, that lackingnesses are what u need..

give me the chance to fill that..

hoping one day, u could finally see..

hoping one day, u could finally feel..

our memories are great.. we were happy..

we are extraordinary.. we are strong..

our contradictions are our addictions..

n we are us..

only u n me..

though confidence is what i lack of,

i hopes are the only best strength i have..

but only time will tell.. how our stories going to end..