Sempena hari terakhir pada tahun 2010.... Writes an entry...its gonna be LOOOOONNNGGGG~
In the year of 2010.. i have learned that..
1. Love can make us feels so high (up in the sky through the sun and moon and stars) and so hurt and down (like zillions feet under through the centre of the earth).. like damn Tsunami..
a)~so damn beautiful like fireworks, lotsa butterflies, taste like sweets and feels like heaven~
b)~so damn ugly like death, taste like shit and hurts like hELL~
2. Life is so DaMn unexpected.. One second u'r having a GooD JoB another second, u are jobless and broke..
3. Working is tough.. if you have the kind of bos that is so MCM CIBAI (bkn tempat nak mengutuk lg).. so i will forgive and forget..and will soon found a new Job.. InsyaAllah..
4. This entry.. will go out to every single one of the person that touches my heart and will live in my memories as long as Forever would end.
First Of ALL,
Allah
Dear God,
Life is tough at this very moment.. But although, thanks a lot for sending me the people that i called Family and Frens that were always there to support me. Thanks for still letting me taste the mesmerizing Laughter's and Happiness through out all the stressful and sad moments.
Forgive me for i have a lots of SINS.. I realize and have known that for so long but yet still have not come to the strongest of me to face U as i am ashamed for everything i've done.. But though still, i am SO very thankful for everything that U have shown me through life. Learned so much throughout this year of 2010.
Forgive me for sometimes have forgotten and be thankful to You that was the only Everlasting Love that anyone could have. Forgive me for all that..
First Wish is:
Start to pray and ask for Forgiveness from my Dearest Of All the Mighty Allah.
Secondly,
Familia,
YG PENTING.. MAMA..
Sorry Ma.. if i hurt u for going away from home and come here to live on my own..
It's not that i hate home or the families.. its just that.. i want to be independent.. and learn from my own mistakes through the hard way.. let me experienced that.. after all, experience is the best teacher right? Though... i love u and i miss u a lot.. and really want to see you at this very moment.. and see u smile and hear your long-never ending-speeches.. (HEHEHEHE) I wish i could show this entry to you.. but this blog is too private.. (malu3~)
Well, soon after i overcome all of my Financial problem, i will find a house and buy a big car for you and the others to come and visit me often enough, so that you will not miss me anymore.. and so will myself.. Please be patient and pray a lot for me.. I really2 do want to make you happy after all that you've been through.~ (sdey3~)
Ma, thank you for everything.. and thanks for not hating me even i am "SO-THE-VERY" stubborn to leave the house..and staying in the foreign places.. Dont worry about me.. i eat a lot here.. and still healthy enough.. SYUKUR~ walaupun getting fatter each day..
Second Wish:
Make my MAMA Happy!
Third Wish:
DIET GIK OI!!! KAU YA DAH GEMOK!!
Sambungan Secondly,
Familia,
OW BABAH, The Father,
Bah, I love u.. hehe.. Thanks for the money.. and for the patientness of you for every single time i ask for $.. i promise u too, if i come to the time where all the debts and financial problems are manageable, you will be one of the list for me to give Happiness in terms of $..
Other things, i am so thankful to God that u are now living a happy life with a beautiful wife and beautiful daughter and a hENSEM son.. i am sure u had gone through difficult times too as Mama did but maybe in different kind of ways.. well, life was never easy..
Though, thanks for not hating me.. and thanks for still be there for me whenever i needed you.. even though we are not living together as normal family did... i still love you for you are my dad..
To Uncle,
I dont have much to say not because u dont mean a lot.. just not much stories for me to tell..
So, just a lot of thanks to u after all the years that had gone by and u r still in our life's to support us and be our father and accept us like your own family. Thanks for always be there for Mama through all her ups and downs time and hopefully will last Forever till the end... Please go on and make Mama happy as she had also gone through tough times throughout her single life to take care of us both..
To Eka!,
Mek tauk tak rindu kmk sambil pelok bebey mlm2 nangis2 nak????? nak??? nak???
Kejeron x mok madah! Ingga! haha..
Btw, thanks a lot for all the cia's and the unpaid debts.. halalkan jak bah! hahaha.. mun mek berduit klak mek cia ktk ar.. doa mek kaya.. doa byk2.. dpt mek cia ktk..
P/s: make mama happy.. i know she's not happy i left Kuching~
Btw, i know u miss me...hahahaha
To Arman
Man..Rindu kmk x???? Kmk rindu ktk aie.. haha..~ polah lawak.. berkaroke dpn PC lagu T-shirt shontelle sambil rakam video dikpun main gitar.. hahaha.. dahya ingga ngn dikpun..
huhu.. curi2 msk petang2... nyaman x mek msk?? mesti ktk dh x ingat ow.. haha.. guess what.. i miss home a lot.. bgn aher, n klaie ngn pina..huhu.. mesti kinek tok ktk pdh.. "bila tak nak balit kch???" huhu.. tggu ar.. if mek da duit lak, mek ambik sebulan cuti, mek balit k? kelak kta bejalan sepuas ati... OR ngambo rumah sepuas ati~~boh pdh mama..
Wish no.4?
cuti sebulan tanpa gaji and holiday at my hometown.. huhu..
To Afrina,
Hi Pina, ktk gik cute kedak dolok ka? Ka dah dara? ahahaha mcm lmk gilak jak x jmpa, sak jak baruk raya ya tek.. ow BTW, i miss u... u miss me? huhu.. dolok ktk gik baby salu nangis tunggah nama mek "AYAAAAA,,,, AYAAAAA" mcm anak tambi pun ada.. hahaha.. "AMAAAA...APPAAAA".. gik congek ka ktk.. salu kaie ngn abg x? ka dah matured? ada BF?~~kedak mama salu tyk kmk~~
Wish no. 5?
Buy these 2 kids something that can make them really2 happy~~~
Third is for ABEE!!
Or should i spell it out like this ~Harrafirzan Daniel Hakim~
Dear B,
Since the first day we sat next to each other,
since the first time we held each others hand,
since the first kiss,
since the first beat of my heart felt for you,
i am still loving you with all of my heart and growing strong each and every single day..
Thanks for being here with me all through this year of 2010... and thanks for still wanting to be with me today and hopefully tomorrow and the next whole year too...(Wish ni akn di renew 31 dec 2011 nanti)..hehe..
Thanks for being with me through all the hard times and still holding strong till today and hopefully for tomorrow and the next whole year too..
Thanks for all the hard times that u have to go through for me and took care of me when i needed u the most, when im sick and whenever im down and sad..
Thanks for taking care of this relationship and love me for who i am and forgiven all my bads.. my wrongs and all mistakes that ive done.
it still feels like the first time to love you each and every single day.. though it feels like ive known you for years and decades.. since you know me too much.. to see that
> i am sad even when i smile
>i am mad even when i act nothing's wrong
>i am stressful even when i act cool
So happy that i met you.. and you're the best thing that ever been MINE..
...baby you're the fireworks..HAHA
Thanks for sharing all the happy times with me especially on all of our vacations and honeymoons and holidays.. THANKS...
byk lg i nk tulis tp biarlah antare i ngn u je k?
Wish No.6?
herm byk sebenanye~ tp plg utama..
have another whole happy year with this person.. and love and be loved with whole heart..
TO FRENS,
Sory la kawan2, xde khas utk satu2 korang.. bukan xnak.. tp sampai kat cni dah sgt penat nak type and PK...
TP nak ckp name korang yg sgt aku sayang and hargai...
Hidaya Taya dgn Syima Jamani.. aku gune name kat FB@Twitter k.. sbb korg dikenali dgn name tu.. kang tulis name penoh korang ckp aku poyo plak...
first of all!, aku syg korang berdue.. ahaha.. geli x..geli x? Pelok3~
Dlm byk2 org.. aku ase korang la yg plg x kesah aku ni camane and paling x berkire ngn aku.. thanks sbb slalu ade bile2 mase je aku nak korg ade x kire dlm keadaan pakse or sukerela.. Thanks sbb bab2 $(duit ringgit and dollar sngapore)(rupiah, US $ or baht or ape2 slaen belom pernah lg, tp insyaAllah, haha) korang x pernah lokek nak share ngn aku.. sgt kenyang smpai gemok (mcm pernah kurus je) aku korang bg aku mkn ni haa..
Seronok pegi holiday, melancong dan bersuke rie dgn korang!!! Ape plan seterusnye(Next Year)?? iNGT x angan2 kite? aku still mengharap n hopefully dpt menjayakan nya wlaupun scr kecil2an pd awlnye~ huhu
Aku xnk tulis pjg2.. sbb nnti kite bole citer2 time nak tgk bintang new year's eve nnti.. OK.. jumpe kamu mlm tahun depan OK??
Wish n0.7
be best frends forever and start business together..
Frens lagi,
Hai Muhammad Syafiq Suraji and Carl Samsudin.. jgn ingt aku lupe korang lak? Of coz la ingt.. cuma terpisah ckit sbb lain cerita..
Ok.. syafiq.. dlm dorang 4 org aku plg byk gado ngn kau..! so aku nak mintak maaf and tutup buku tahun ni and bukak buku baru tuk tahun dpn.. so.. tahun dpn kite gado lagi ek.. hehe..
to kalep..aah, x pyh la nak carl2 kann?? tahun ni plg sedikit aku jmpe kau compare to tahun pertama aku knl kau.. hari2 sampai naek muakk.. huhu.. tp ttp rindu itu zmn kan?..
Tahun 2011 chances nak jumpe korang berdue makin ckit.. dgn syafiq yg jaoh gile.. dgn kalep yg artis da skung.. mesti mkn susah nak jmpe.. but anyway..anyhow.. i still hope korang jgn la lost contact ngn aku eyh? even aku camni.. degil n hidup dlm mimpi lg ke.. last mnt girl.. or lazy girl.. aku still syg korang sbg the people that touches my heart will remain as part of me..
walaupun kite dah agak jao..in terms of bond thing... our memories were one of the best that i still kept deep down inside.. terselit kat mane2 kenangan terindah.. aku x sedeh korang pergi jaoh dah.. sbb korang lekat kat cni(tunjuk dada, kat bahagian hati.. jgn pk lain lak).. huhu..
sweet x aku?? sweet kan? hahaha geli x geli x geli x???
Dah nak tahun baru ni.. myb korg mngharapkan aku berubah jd org yg lebih sempurna.. but i guess its hard for me to change.. myb i will owez be the last mnt girl n the lazy girl.. tp skurang2nye.. aku ttp melor yg soft voice OK..hahaha... cute masih~
Wish No.8
Still keep in touch with these guys~ n be best frens forever from far~
Utk yg satu ni, yg sy anggp penting juga is.. MAk WaN, hehe,... Myb mak wan x bace kot bnde2 kat tenet.. but Timer Kasih n publish out kat cni x salah...kan??
thanks ok ma(real life x brani nak pggl mama walaupun dah byk kali try, tak terkeluar jgak..malu~*blush2*).. Thanks sbb nak terima Melor sbg anak angkat yg x berape nak berjase n menyusahkan jugak ni... thanks sbb tolong n bantu melor spnjg melor kat cni tanpe mak bpk melor.. n jd mak angkat melor kat cni.. Thanks sbb tolong cover melor dr org2 yg berkemunkinan akn judge melor x kire dr mcm2 segi... Syg mama..(hehe..*blush2* lg)
Wish No.9
Dpt bahagiakan Mama ini juga..
OK sampai disini sahaja... since these are the most important people that touches my heart all throughout the year of 2010.
Tapi jgn lupe wish No.10
Nak jadi Kaye! or Dpt keje baru dgn gaji lumayan..haha..
In the year of 2010.. i have learned that..
1. Love can make us feels so high (up in the sky through the sun and moon and stars) and so hurt and down (like zillions feet under through the centre of the earth).. like damn Tsunami..
a)~so damn beautiful like fireworks, lotsa butterflies, taste like sweets and feels like heaven~
b)~so damn ugly like death, taste like shit and hurts like hELL~
2. Life is so DaMn unexpected.. One second u'r having a GooD JoB another second, u are jobless and broke..
3. Working is tough.. if you have the kind of bos that is so MCM CIBAI (bkn tempat nak mengutuk lg).. so i will forgive and forget..and will soon found a new Job.. InsyaAllah..
4. This entry.. will go out to every single one of the person that touches my heart and will live in my memories as long as Forever would end.
First Of ALL,
Allah
Dear God,
Life is tough at this very moment.. But although, thanks a lot for sending me the people that i called Family and Frens that were always there to support me. Thanks for still letting me taste the mesmerizing Laughter's and Happiness through out all the stressful and sad moments.
Forgive me for i have a lots of SINS.. I realize and have known that for so long but yet still have not come to the strongest of me to face U as i am ashamed for everything i've done.. But though still, i am SO very thankful for everything that U have shown me through life. Learned so much throughout this year of 2010.
Forgive me for sometimes have forgotten and be thankful to You that was the only Everlasting Love that anyone could have. Forgive me for all that..
First Wish is:
Start to pray and ask for Forgiveness from my Dearest Of All the Mighty Allah.
Secondly,
Familia,
YG PENTING.. MAMA..
Sorry Ma.. if i hurt u for going away from home and come here to live on my own..
It's not that i hate home or the families.. its just that.. i want to be independent.. and learn from my own mistakes through the hard way.. let me experienced that.. after all, experience is the best teacher right? Though... i love u and i miss u a lot.. and really want to see you at this very moment.. and see u smile and hear your long-never ending-speeches.. (HEHEHEHE) I wish i could show this entry to you.. but this blog is too private.. (malu3~)
Well, soon after i overcome all of my Financial problem, i will find a house and buy a big car for you and the others to come and visit me often enough, so that you will not miss me anymore.. and so will myself.. Please be patient and pray a lot for me.. I really2 do want to make you happy after all that you've been through.~ (sdey3~)
Ma, thank you for everything.. and thanks for not hating me even i am "SO-THE-VERY" stubborn to leave the house..and staying in the foreign places.. Dont worry about me.. i eat a lot here.. and still healthy enough.. SYUKUR~ walaupun getting fatter each day..
Second Wish:
Make my MAMA Happy!
Third Wish:
DIET GIK OI!!! KAU YA DAH GEMOK!!
Sambungan Secondly,
Familia,
OW BABAH, The Father,
Bah, I love u.. hehe.. Thanks for the money.. and for the patientness of you for every single time i ask for $.. i promise u too, if i come to the time where all the debts and financial problems are manageable, you will be one of the list for me to give Happiness in terms of $..
Other things, i am so thankful to God that u are now living a happy life with a beautiful wife and beautiful daughter and a hENSEM son.. i am sure u had gone through difficult times too as Mama did but maybe in different kind of ways.. well, life was never easy..
Though, thanks for not hating me.. and thanks for still be there for me whenever i needed you.. even though we are not living together as normal family did... i still love you for you are my dad..
To Uncle,
I dont have much to say not because u dont mean a lot.. just not much stories for me to tell..
So, just a lot of thanks to u after all the years that had gone by and u r still in our life's to support us and be our father and accept us like your own family. Thanks for always be there for Mama through all her ups and downs time and hopefully will last Forever till the end... Please go on and make Mama happy as she had also gone through tough times throughout her single life to take care of us both..
To Eka!,
Mek tauk tak rindu kmk sambil pelok bebey mlm2 nangis2 nak????? nak??? nak???
Kejeron x mok madah! Ingga! haha..
Btw, thanks a lot for all the cia's and the unpaid debts.. halalkan jak bah! hahaha.. mun mek berduit klak mek cia ktk ar.. doa mek kaya.. doa byk2.. dpt mek cia ktk..
P/s: make mama happy.. i know she's not happy i left Kuching~
Btw, i know u miss me...hahahaha
To Arman
Man..Rindu kmk x???? Kmk rindu ktk aie.. haha..~ polah lawak.. berkaroke dpn PC lagu T-shirt shontelle sambil rakam video dikpun main gitar.. hahaha.. dahya ingga ngn dikpun..
huhu.. curi2 msk petang2... nyaman x mek msk?? mesti ktk dh x ingat ow.. haha.. guess what.. i miss home a lot.. bgn aher, n klaie ngn pina..huhu.. mesti kinek tok ktk pdh.. "bila tak nak balit kch???" huhu.. tggu ar.. if mek da duit lak, mek ambik sebulan cuti, mek balit k? kelak kta bejalan sepuas ati... OR ngambo rumah sepuas ati~~boh pdh mama..
