unlucky

there are times in life where we will think..
when will our lives will be getting better..?
and sumtimes it does get better..
but most of the time it is actually getting worse..

but im still hoping for the best..
and im struggling for it..

all the days gone by..
it was not that good..
but i did smile just to make everything feels ok.

every single day..
after having a very bad day..
i'll find sum1 to turn to..
just to talk..
or just to forget all the despair..
unfortunately.. most of the time..
pain is the desert of the day..

i really don't mean to complain..just that..
everyday..they say tomorrow..things r goin to be ok..
but i guess tomorrow will always be tomorrow..

n im getting sick and tired..

i wanna quit this job

it's not that i dont like it
actually..
im starting to love it..
juz i dont think it suits me
i'll find sumthing else to do
or myb i'll just find peace...

what i have now..
is a temporary job n half heart..
other than that..
i have nothing~
so.. am i lucky?


im missing the LIFE itself
and also the other half..
missing my best frens too..
u guys r too far away to talk to..