ThE dAy i wEnT oUt

i want to let u know..
i didnt do the things i did coz i wanna hurt u..
i juz dont know what 2 do 2 runaway from the pain..
it hurts too much i dont know how to handle the pressure..

a few minutes early while sitting there..
i was thinking i wanna stop..
i dont want 2 do this anymore..
i cant stand 2 get hurt anymore..

but suddenly..
the memories appear..
so full in my head..
n so close to my heart..
the time i spent with u was the sweetest moment i ever had..
they were the memories i wud never want to create wit anybody else
it was the most precious moments..
n it felt so ryte to be wit u..

then i realize.. i can nver let u go..
even how badly it hurt me..
i could nvr hurt u back..
so wat i did.. i did it half way..
coz wit u in my head..
it were all seem so wrong..

i went back home with hopes that u wud 4give me..
hoping that u wont fade..
hoping that u havent give up on me yet..
n hoping that ur luv for me r still there..

im sory i can be a little devil when u least expected..
but i promise..
i'll try to learn to be a better person..
for u..
missing u like crazy..