addicted to the addiction

How would u live your life if it's to0 short..
like if u only left a few years or months or might be just left for
only a few Days..to live

will u climb the highest mountain, swim in deepest ocean,
bungy jump at the Niagara fall, or save other human's life...?

if u asked me
i would say..
i just want to live my life as it is before
meet my family everyday
hangout with friends whenever i want
and be strong enough to accept the fact that life is never long enough to live
n try as hard as i can to accept the fact that life is short
since knowing it is not that easy

anything beneath, beyond, or behind life is
we have dark secret/s
n none of us have never commit sins
n none of us have never hurt other ppl's feelings
but we have less regrets
then we create the blame game

n have we ever realize that
life is too short
to get mad
to be sad
to waste tears
or even to be un-thankful

we knew that
we spend to0 much
work t0o hard
sacrifice to0 many

but yet
be unthankful for most of the time

we get mad to0 often
be happy to0 little
be sad n lonely for to0 long

n never really appreciate
the real meaning of life

it's the addicted to the addiction
that made life to0 hard to go through
to0 unfair to be judge
n to0 short to live

if only
we knew, how long will we live,
how less time we've left,
n how we waste a lot of it,

we might
appreciate too much
pray too often
be happy for too long
n be too thankful..

but then life would be too easy.

me..
as everyone else does,
we know addicted to the rush,
probs, money, curiosity,
the evils, the devils, the sins..

cause we like to think that we will have
the power to solve, to avoid, to try,
n most importantly is too control..
Everything
n without it life would be too long
n just might as well die..